I know, that’s why I just went shopping to get rid of it.
Working? Adult services industry ? huhhh?
Ohh, why yes I would like to come to Australia and be trafficked and killed… that sounds GREAT !
I know girls(lots of models, my one friend got an offer like this from an actual person IRL) who have been fooled into this, but luckily found out what it was before going and didn’t go through with it!
They will not kill you, and you will live a very luxurious lifestyle. HOWEVER, these rich old men will literally SHIT on you. They rape you, make you do all kinds of stuff they ask for. Pretty much 2 girls 1 cup stuff. So this is my warning to EVERYBODY! Make sure you tell every girl you know, pretty or not! This is not acceptable, and no one should ever have to be fooled into this!
I love spending money. Especially when I know I can just go on a date and get some more. Even more if I’m spending someone else’s money. The life of a sugar baby is way sweeter than I ever thought it would be!
We all need to learn from this girl, she got it!
Being home alone is very boring. So I just took my sweet time doing my hair. It is now in a half updo, with a bow clip, very teased crown and curly hair on the bottom. To match I also got two layers of skin burned off on a tiny piece of my neck. In Sweden, we have a saying “Om du vill vara fin får du lida pin”. It means “If you want to be pretty you have to hurt”. I’m feeling it very much right now.
So I’m just walking around my house, all dolled up in a blouse, panties and my Louboutins. Pretty good day. Hula hooping and shit.
I might do this webcam thing. What advice do you have on getting started? What site is the best, how do I attract customers?
I hope you can forgive me for telling you about my feelings. But I want you to know, I can’t live without you.
This feeling is growing stronger day by day. Part of me knows this might become dangerous for the both of us, while the other part tells me I never want to let you go. Still, I keep letting you go and you seem to be slipping out of my hands. For every day that passes it feels like you’re becoming more distant. I assure you, THAT WILL CHANGE! From now on, I will treat you like the god given gift you are. I swear to never let you down. Just tell me that we’ll be together forever, and that your love will forever grow.
I love you. Please never leave me.
W. O. W! Yesterday was my best day in sugaring so far! Can’t believe this is all happening, I’ve never felt more like a princess.
Me and Curious met up at 1pm, and went straight to lunch. 3 courses for lunch. Then he took me to a shoe store, and I am proud to say that I am no longer a Louboutin virgin! My first pair ever, it’s killing me to not being able to tell the world about it. I’ve told my friends who know about my sugar baby side, but it feels even better to tell you girls. You know the feeling better than they ever will - somehow it feels like they’d rather earn their money and buy it themselves and that they don’t really understand that this is my kind of “work”.
We continued shopping, and I ended up with two additional pairs of shoes, a pair of white trousers and a Longchamp foldable weekend bag(really needed of of those!). I also got a whole box of Laudurée macaroons, 15 of them. It feels like I’m Blair Waldorf.
Before the opera, we headed to the Grand Hotel for some tea and the most amazing mousse I’ve ever had! Mango and passionfruit mousse on top of a coconut meringue with a melon salad, and jasmine tea with that. Cherry on the top was the opera, the last show of the season so it was better than it usually is.
The only part about this that I don’t like is that I’m pretty grossed out about him. We make out, but I’m absolutely not enjoying it. He’s a great friend, but sleeping with him….. No. He actually asked “When are you going to stay?” when we were sitting on the platform. And I said “I don’t know…”, giggled and shrugged my shoulders. Haha, I have no idea what to think about this. He is talking about going to London together, which would be a lot of fun since I love that city!
But what I’m actually wondering about this whole thing, is what you girls do about these situations? Do you ignore the fact that you’re not attracted to him, not just date him or what?
Today was awesome. But I’m on a date with a friend who’s been in love with me for ages now, so I’ll tell you ALL about it tomorrow! But I’ll give you a hint: my show addiction is happier than EVER!!!!
Thank you guys for your support, it really means a lot to me <3 And to you sugars who are also suffering from depression/other illnesses/troubles/hard decisions about what nail polish to use, my door is always open!
But now onto something more exciting! I took a long shot and asked Curious if he could take me shopping, and he said that it all sounded fine!!!! So tomorrow we’re going shopping!!! :D Could I be happier?! (Yeah, if Dude had only skipped watching the soccer game and had sex with me instead…)
Right now I feel like the worst sugar baby ever! For those of you who don’t know(none of you probably do, lol) I have a huge fear of talking on the phone. Even answering texts can be difficult at times, which isn’t the best quality. Anyhow, I was supposed to Skype with California a few days ago, but I fell asleep and haven’t told him what happened yet.
Sooo, now I’m all dolled up and ready to make a short video if me saying how sorry I am and that I’d love to talk to him as soon as he’s available.
Do you have any suggestions of things I could tell him in the video? To make it more fun and exciting, but at the same time apologetic. We’ve never talked before, I should say, since we’re 7 time zones away. He’s coming to Europe in the summer, however, and that’s when we’ll see each other!
Yesterday I went splurging. Since I’m seeing Curious on Saturday as well, I thought my wardrobe needed a update. So a new kimono, some essie nail polish, a few rings and bangles, hair pieces and lipgloss, and a dress with a cardigan found their way into my life. I’m usually not one for shopping, but I figured that if I’ll be spending tomorrow and the day after at a hotel in Bore’s second city(the one he works in, not where he lives) I might as well do it wearing the prettiest things I can find.
About to go put the money from Curious in my bank account. Luckily, my bank is connected to one of the biggest food chains in Sweden so you can just walk up to a cashier and have her deposit the money. Easy peasy!
Why is it that the only time I’ve seen my ex since January happened to be tonight. While I’m holding hands with Curious.
Luckily I was behind him, but I think he was with a girl. This upsets me. I don’t even know why. She was wearing ugly clothes, had boring hair and flats. I’m wearing an LBD with curled hair and heels, obviously prettier. But still. Since I didn’t want him to see me with my date, I told C that I was going in the first carriage. While inside, I kept walking and then I saw my ex get in, so I walked by him whilst he was seated, I didn’t even see him there. Like, if I hadn’t seen him earlier I wouldnt have seen him.
So I just walked straight by him, keeping my posture flawless and my hips swinging. God, I’m good.
I have never been more stressed out in my life.
I have all these pies and cakes and cake pops that needs to be baked. I have an entire house to clean, and I have barely started. There is lots of decorations to be hung, plenty of alcohol to be bought and on top of that I have to get myself together. Be beautiful, go tanning, do mani-pedi, get beauty sleep and all that crap. Thankfully, I’m seeing Curious in a week from today, which really made me tons more confident and calm. He’s also made reservations at the amazing restaurant he’s dying to take me to on the 27th. I’m honestly dying of excitement!! Bore gets back from Greece tomorrow, I think, so hopefully the Wednesday the week after this one I’ll go down to see him. Just have to get down to business. Money.
But now I’m off to bed lovelies! I have a grocery list to write, cake fillings to plan and recipes to file.
I’m sooooo tired.
4000 Swedish krona. Nice.